The Mother/Son Experience451
Warm sun, cool ocean breezes, white sand. That’s what I wanted. That’s what I deserved. All those wasted years with my husband. I gave him everything he wanted, I was a perfect wife. And what did I get? Fuck if I knew… So I left, just like that, in the middle of the night. I packed a suitcase and headed south. I didn’t look back. I wasn’t going to waste another second… I had so much fun my first week in Florida. The beach, the parties, the hot guys… I did a pretty good job making up for lost time… And then my idiot son shows up out of nowhere and tries to fuck it up. I can’t believe my girlfriend told him where to find me. But it doesn’t matter… I told him I’m never going back to his Father. I’m finally free. I don’t need rescuing…. – TELL ME – I’m sitting alone in the dark waiting for my Mom. I’m not sure how long it’s been. It’s late. There’s no sound except the waves hitting the beach and the occasional passing car… She lied to me. We were supposed to go out for dinner tonight. I made reservations at the perfect place… When I came back from swimming she wasn’t in the room and one of her slutty dresses was missing… I’ve been down here for almost a week now. This wasn’t what I wanted. This whole thing is her fault… And now I’m here, sitting in a hotel room in the dark, waiting for my Mom to walk in the door so I ask her why she wasn’t here. I know it’s crazy, but I can’t stop thinking about her and what she’s doing or who she’s with. I don’t want to feel like this but I can’t help it. I’m in love with my Mom…. – STAY – I love my son so much. He’s smart, strong, funny, and very handsome; he does look just like his Father, but I don’t hold that against him. The past few weeks with my son have been almost perfect. Sure we’ve had a few rough patches but I guess that’s normal in a situation like this, whatever this is… I try not to think about it, but I know what we’re doing is wrong. When my son is inside me I forget everything and anything else, I want him so much… But I haven’t forgotten that Alex is still my son and that this relationship eventually has to come to an end… Doesn’t it?